In the beginning, he hadn't enjoyed the chastity device, had found it strange and uncomfortable, especially when blood rushed into his cock. But Sam had been patient in his training and teaching, showing Castiel just how amazing it could be to remain soft and focus on experiencing all other sensations not centered around gaining or withholding an orgasm. Castiel remembers hours spent on his back, almost crying from having Sam inside him - fingers, cock, toys - without finding any sort of relief.
He'd come to love the chastity device. It was a security blanket. To take it off almost felt like failure, but he knew that wasn't what this was about.
The plan is clear, and Castiel is once again amazed and humbled by the care Sam takes with him. He needs a clear plan, a structure he can follow, and the fact that Sam never has to be asked, always explains it to him... is quite simply put, beautiful.
"Any time?" He licked his lips, thinking about it. "What are we going to do, after the shower?" Starting fresh sounded good. But with the chastity device off, Castiel wanted to be able to prepare himself. He touched his neck subconsciously, getting restless in his seat.
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Date: 2013-12-17 11:54 pm (UTC)In the beginning, he hadn't enjoyed the chastity device, had found it strange and uncomfortable, especially when blood rushed into his cock. But Sam had been patient in his training and teaching, showing Castiel just how amazing it could be to remain soft and focus on experiencing all other sensations not centered around gaining or withholding an orgasm. Castiel remembers hours spent on his back, almost crying from having Sam inside him - fingers, cock, toys - without finding any sort of relief.
He'd come to love the chastity device. It was a security blanket. To take it off almost felt like failure, but he knew that wasn't what this was about.
The plan is clear, and Castiel is once again amazed and humbled by the care Sam takes with him. He needs a clear plan, a structure he can follow, and the fact that Sam never has to be asked, always explains it to him... is quite simply put, beautiful.
"Any time?" He licked his lips, thinking about it. "What are we going to do, after the shower?" Starting fresh sounded good. But with the chastity device off, Castiel wanted to be able to prepare himself. He touched his neck subconsciously, getting restless in his seat.