It wasn't something he was going to think about, not yet. Watching Sam drive off to face down whatever came at him out there. He was a hunter and it wouldn't be fair to ask him to stay. Sure, he'd be protected, but that wouldn't make the moment any easier to bear.

But they had the moment, they had right now and Gabriel wasn't going to waste a second of it thinking about what came later. Not with Sam kissing him like that, with the weight of his body pressing him into the bed.

Gabriel fumbled for the lube, applying a bit to his fingers and slowly working first one finger in, and then two.