Csatiel's mouth tightens when Sam places his arm, but he doesn't call attention to the pain that he feels instantly, because he's not suppose to cry over every ache. Just needs to remember that months ago, he asked for that pain, so now he has to deal with getting what he wished for.

There are several marks all over him that speak of irresponsibility or downright cruelty. The skin underneath the collar is purple in the shape of a hand, there's a cigarette burn on the back of Castiel's knee, and his skin is discolored, bruised and broken in more places than the first inspection has revealed.

And he thinks that it was all part of the lifestyle he found himself needing.

"I'm not allowed to wash the scene off and out."