He almost forgot about Kevin, and suddenly he feels all the more ashamed. To have Dean and Sam see him like this is bad enough. He's not sure he can take the judgement of a prophet on top of that. But what other choice does he have?

Well.

He can always call Jason.

The thought is almost as comforting as it is terrifying.

"I'll make it up to you. I swear, Sam, I will."