All I need is a miracle/All I need is you

[fromfryingpantofire]

Things had been going well lately. Hunts just seemed to fall into their laps, the book Sam needed at the library had just been handed in or just been reshelved, the sheriff or local law looking the other direction when they needed to get to a cemetery for a salt and burn. It had been going really, really well.

It should have occurred to Sam that things were going a little TOO well, honestly. But he didn't even think about it until a knife that should have had his name on it simply ricocheted off his chest, as though he had some forcefield up around him.

Later that night, Sam pulled his overshirt off at the hotel, looking at the spot where the knife had definitely started to pierce the fabric. "Okay. There's definitely something weird going on here."

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[low_key_angel]

It wasn't something he was going to think about, not yet. Watching Sam drive off to face down whatever came at him out there. He was a hunter and it wouldn't be fair to ask him to stay. Sure, he'd be protected, but that wouldn't make the moment any easier to bear.

But they had the moment, they had right now and Gabriel wasn't going to waste a second of it thinking about what came later. Not with Sam kissing him like that, with the weight of his body pressing him into the bed.

Gabriel fumbled for the lube, applying a bit to his fingers and slowly working first one finger in, and then two.

[fromfryingpantofire]

Sam finished getting undressed, which mostly meant kicking off his jeans and boxers, using his arms to frame Gabriel's body. He deepened the kiss, groaning softly as he rolled his hips, finding just the right place to slot his cock against Gabriel's. His breath nearly stopped with the frisson of lust and desire that sparked up his spine, driving his hips downward again.

[low_key_angel]

The drive downward was met with an eager press upwards, wanting more of that wonderful friction against his cock as Gabriel kept working himself. Two fingers became three and his free hand pressed at Sam's hip, desperately trying to keep him close as he rolled against him.

"Pull back a sec," he panted against his lips, finally ready to slick Sam up and if need be, help him with that first push in.

[fromfryingpantofire]

He really, really didn't want to pull away, especially not with the way that Gabriel was pressing up against him. He broke the kiss, panting softly. "All right," he agreed as he pulled back. "But we're going back to that later." Not immediately, of course, but another time.

[low_key_angel]

Gabriel dragged his slicked up hand over Sam with a flushed smile. "You bet we are. But not right now." Because he's been waiting for this a long time. Sam slick and ready over him, Gabriel taking the time to carefully line him up before pressing urgently at his hip. "C'mon Sammy. Want to feel you."

[fromfryingpantofire]

The nerves were there, making Sam still for a moment before he reached up, stroking Gabriel's hair. "If I hurting you more than you can take, tell me and I'll stop." A little bit of hurt would probably be fine, really, but Sam knew how big he was. And Gabriel was technically a virgin.

Still, he took a breath, letting it out slowly as he began to push forward into Gabriel's body.

[low_key_angel]

He shifted up on his elbows enough to kiss him slowly. "I trust you, kiddo. Now c'mon. I've been waiting for this a long time."

All of the air seemed to fall out of him at that first slow push into him. Sure he could have used a little more time and prep, but it was just as easy for him to breathe past the pressure. His eyes closed and he pressed his forehead to Sam's shoulder. "Fuck don't stop. Don'tstopdon'tstop.."

Perfect. Completely perfect.

[fromfryingpantofire]

"Gonna...gonna have to. Just for a moment." Sam gasped, stilling over Gabriel, not pulling away but not able to push in further just yet. "Fuck, so tight. Never thought..."

It was so different from being with a woman. Sam closed his eyes, pulling back a little before pushing forward with another long groan.

[low_key_angel]

His fingers dug into the muscles of Sam's shoulders as he pushed in again, rocking down against him with a cry. Still dancing on that line between pleasure and pain and it was perfect. He could breathe past it until there was nothing but Sam, a warm, solid body over him. In him.

"Ohfuck just like that Sam.. feels so good.."

[fromfryingpantofire]

Sam shuddered over him, leaning down to press his mouth against Gabriel's neck. "This...you should know, this is gonna be embarrassingly short." Because the pressure and heat were definitely conspiring to do him in in short order.

[low_key_angel]

His laugh was a little breathy as he turned his head, seeking out a kiss. "'s okay Sam. Practice makes perfect right?" They still had time to explore each other, to learn what the other liked. Gabriel's head fell back with a groan as Sam pushed forward again.

[fromfryingpantofire]

"Oh fuck, yeah, that's good." Sam kept working his way forward, peppering kisses over Gabriel's shoulders and neck, finally taking his mouth again as he pushed all the way in. He let out a long, low groan as his tongue pushed between Gabriel's lips, hands moving beneath Gabriel's shoulders to keep him close.

[low_key_angel]

"Fuck that feels good," he groans as Sam claims his mouth again, gathering him against his chest. Gabriel wraps his arms tightly around Sam, fingers clinging to his broad back as he draws back and pushes forward again.

Sure he'd had sex as an angel - you can't wind up a pagan and not wind up going for it a few times - but as a human? Everything was intense, heat and want and all of it crammed into one very vulnerable, very responsive body. He had no idea it was going to be this good.

[fromfryingpantofire]

And it wasn't like Sam had never had sex, but this was the first time with a man and it was different. Good different. Which might have been partly because of who it was, admittedly.

Sam started moving, slow, short thrusts to begin with. Just moving slowly, getting used to the way that Gabriel's body pulled at him, the way that the former archangel felt wrapped around him.

[low_key_angel]

They were covering a lot of firsts this week, taking the time to explore and Gabriel was glad for it. That he'd finally gotten his chance with Sam. Each slow push punched the air right out of him and he groaned enthusiastically, lips brushing at his shoulder as Sam started to move.

[fromfryingpantofire]

Sam groaned deeply, bending his head to take Gabriel's mouth once more. His hips moved faster, the thrusts getting stronger as he moved and got that much closer to the edge. His tongue thrust in counter point to his hips, so that Gabriel was filled with him in some way at all times.

[low_key_angel]

Gabriel clung to Sam as he began to move faster, groaning into that kiss as he hooked his legs around Sam's, arching up into every perfect thrust. This was everything he'd ever wanted, to have Sam this close, wrapped up around and inside him. There was nothing outside of this moment and even without his power, Gabriel knows this is something he'll never forget, a memory that will never dim.

[fromfryingpantofire]

He lasted longer than he thought he would, with that beautiful heat and tightness around his cock. Even so, it was all too soon when Sam broke the kiss with a groan, turning his head to bite down on Gabriel's shoulder as he came.

[low_key_angel]

The bite on his shoulder was the perfect counter to the warmth filling him, the way Sam's body shuddered and heaved over him as he rode out his climax. Gabriel chuckled breathlessly into Sam's hair, arms winding slowly over his back.

Perfect. He turned his head to kiss his ear with a pleased sound. So that was sex for humans.

"I love you Sam."

[fromfryingpantofire]

Sam fell against Gabriel, carefully, not wanting to put his weight against the other man. Because Gabriel was mortal now and actually needed to be able to breathe.

Which was enough for him to realize that, no, Gabriel hadn't come yet. Something he'd have to take care of in a few minutes.

Sam made a soft sound at the back of his throat, kissing Gabriel's shoulder because it was closest. Then froze as he heard those words, breath catching at the back of his throat. "Gabe...Gabriel, no. Don't."

[low_key_angel]

Sam could have dropped fully on him and Gabriel wouldn't have noticed. Not with the way he was riding high on endorphins and basking in the wonderful feeling on Sam still inside of him.

A panicked reaction wasn't all that out of line for someone with a history like Sam's. Gabriel simply wrapped his arms tighter around him and nuzzled into his hair. He's mortal now. Can't keep putting off telling Sam how he feels because like Sam now, he's finite.

"Not taking it back Sammy." He kisses his hair and gives a contented sigh. Sure he's still half-hard between them and his left leg is falling asleep, but they're all incidental and he's never been happier. "I'm human now. Which means no holding back. Slip coming out of the shower, cross the street and get clocked by a wayward bus, I could check out at any second and you'd never have known."

[fromfryingpantofire]

"And people I love become targets."

Even if it's already true that Sam was in love with Gabriel. Making Gabriel take it back won't help at this point.

He reaches up, sliding his fingers into Gabriel's hair and watches his face for a moment before sighing. "I love you, too, you know. Maybe I always did."

[low_key_angel]

Gabriel raised up to kiss the tip of his nose. "Hey, ex-archangel, trickster and all around pain in the ass for a long damn time. I was gonna wind up a target sooner or later."

But hearing it out of Sam makes it all worth it. The fighting, the sacrifice, giving up his grace, everything and it shows on his face as he wraps his arms around him and nuzzles at his neck. "Glad I finally got the chance to hear that."

[fromfryingpantofire]

"You realize that doesn't exactly make me feel better, right?" Because, seriously. Sam doesn't want Gabriel in the line of fire. At all. Gabriel's given up enough as it is.

Sam sighs, though, pulling him onto their sides so that they can both breathe easily. And it means he can get his arms around the other man more easily, too.

[low_key_angel]

Gabriel laughs, poking his side gently before relaxing into the feeling of Sam wrapped around him. Oh he should have done this so much sooner. Whatever happened next was absolutely worth it.

"Hey. This isn't my first trip to the ol' rodeo, Winchester. I stayed off Heaven's radar and one step ahead of the pagans long enough and not all of that was grace before you even go there. Whatever happens, I'll handle it."

A fond brush of his thumb along Sam's jaw. "You just make sure you come back. Let me worry about me."