He'd be safe with Sam, he would be. Castiel almost wants to beg, because the thought, the mere suspicion and fear that he has to face the future without a dom for now, alone and without the kind of guidance and control that he needs so much, is terrifying.
He took everyone Jason tossed at him just to not lose that.
But Castiel will be safe with Sam no matter what, even if Sam can't take away the terror of every day life just yet. He can let Castiel find the ground beneath his feet again, at least.
"I don't want to be alone," Castiel admits. It's not why he's offered himself to Sam. But it's a different level of everything that makes him feel wrong right now.
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Date: 2014-07-31 02:21 pm (UTC)He took everyone Jason tossed at him just to not lose that.
But Castiel will be safe with Sam no matter what, even if Sam can't take away the terror of every day life just yet. He can let Castiel find the ground beneath his feet again, at least.
"I don't want to be alone," Castiel admits. It's not why he's offered himself to Sam. But it's a different level of everything that makes him feel wrong right now.